i sit on their baby and STILL they treat me like gold

i got a christmas present from the family for whom i babysit.

they gave me a ginormous gift certificate to showers of flowers.

with which to buy YARN and YARNY GOODNESS (conceivably notions, kneedles, or books, too).

before i spend even a penny of it, i MUST decide what i want to get and why i want to get it.