all i needed was a jolt (unconnected thoughts to follow)

-so i've been reinvigorated for many things in the past 3 days. but the one that i have invigorated again the most (there has to be a way to construct that sentence, however, i can't be arsed) is my job hunt.

i've been extremely BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH about it since about april, and have held off on applications - especially since i had one that seemed REALLY good and kept getting calls and interviews and being invited to jump through hoop after hoop. but suddenly, i've realized that i didn't have to stop looking for other jobs. so today i started again. looking for jobs in DC, in san diego, in europe, in florida even (sorry littlegoat, but ugh! florida?!).

i got in contact with my references, and reminded them about how much they love me.

-and i did something i've sworn i will never do again: i went for a run today. it wasn't pretty. i'm terrible at running, and i hate it, but i went. i went after reading this and thinking, "hey. i could do that. try it for a few weeks and see what i think." of course now i have an entirely unlovely cough... it was my first real cardio cardio in... well, it doesn't matter how long. but although yoga makes me sweat, increases my heart rate, it's not cardio like running is cardio.

-i think i'll finish my liar liar socks tonight or tomorrow.

-i also have to do a little sappy foray into my love life and say, you know mr. pants? boy howdy, do i love that man.